Chaos: "complete confusion" and "the formless void before the creation of the universe."

This definition describes how I felt about my life several months ago. Sure, I was busy with my career, going to school and church activities, but inside I felt directionless and frustrated. I was spinning my wheels. I ran from work to school, back to work, to meetings, Bible study, and then back home just in time to go to bed and wake up several hours later to do it all over again (even though it never felt like I slept longer than about 5 minutes). Now don't get me wrong, everything I am doing is good, worthwhile and will benefit me at some point in the future. But all of my activities and the frenzied pace in which I was trying to accomplish them made my body, mind, soul & relationships suffer. And let's not even talk about goals! I didn't have the energy or time to even write them down, let alone begin working on them.

One day, I decided that enough was enough. Not only did I decide that I didn't want to live this way any longer, but that God didn't want me to live this way. His best for me is that I live in prosperity--physically, emotionally, spiritually, as well as financially (3 John 3:2). So I prayed and asked God to tell me what I should do to get through this difficult time and to regain the focus I once possessed. In addition to drawing me back to Himself, God showed me that some of the answers that I sought would lie in people that are currently in my life or that He would send specifically to help me. He showed me that I was trying to accomplish too much by myself and that I had to reach out to others for guidance, assistance and some motivation. Theologian John Donne said that "No man is an island"