An indescribable sensation
streaming through my body
a sensation of pain
a sensation of sadness,
It is a mix of many emotions
It is causing great commotion

It is become chaotic
It is like a tornado
Or something fierce
It is an indescribable sensation

The sensation is strong
Like fireworks in my mind,
causing crackling in my mind
the explosion almost more
intense than I can handle

It is like a fearsome mouth of fire is in me
A monstrous being
Trapped in my very body

This creature is in me
In the very thing that keeps me alive
in my very own body
This thing this, is intimidating

With such drama accruing
My mind has begun to have sudden convulsions,
The trauma will be permanent
It is causing me to be antagonized buy anxiety

I ask myself is this possible
Is this really happening
Can it be true
Am I dreaming

I have an indescribable sensation
The sensation of longing
The sensation of need
The sensation that should not be
The sensation that only causes more pain

I feel I have been framed
Framed of a horrendous crime
Something unforgivable
Something that I am not able to handle
There for causing this traumatic sensation

An undescribable sensation
one that is not meant for any human to experience
one that was never meant to be felt or known of
I can not take it on I am no match for it
it shale termanate me

This indescribable sensation,
shall certainly terminate me
and all that shall be left is silence,
silence and darkness

I am big on philosophy and I am a big fan of Nietzsches work. I also fins that Marilyn Manson (Brian Werner) has some very good philosophys (although controversal and he is not thecnically a philosopher but of course neither am I) I also enjoy many other philosophers and I am considering a carrer with something to do with philosophy and or writeing. I am a very dramatic person and like anything to do with drama, including theater. I also like photography!