When I close my eyes, the world that revolves around me is wonderful. But this world vanishes the moment I open my eyes.

I have my world in the dark. I have peace love and respect there. My brighter world, the world I see when I open my eyes is a world of fear to me.

I never go the love I needed. While growing up, I was trouble to my family. I did not share good relations with anyone. The only friend who listened to me was my pet Jack. My pet was the only one that had time enough to stay and love me. When the warmth from its body enveloped me, I forgot the cruel world and wonder about the warmth of parents who had given me birth.

I wonder if I am the only one or whether there are many others like me who are always craving for a little bit of love.

I was not good in studies as I used to spend all my days daydreaming about a life filled with love. While all my friends