Living in a world of friendship and love is never easy. You are afraid to fall in love with your friend or to show deeper affection, for he or she might think a different meaning. You may have a phobia of losing a friend if you pursue courting him or her. But what if you really love the person, your friend and someone is courting that person, would you let him or her be with another individual?

I have been in that scene and I fear to be there again not because I lose the love I want to show but the possibility of losing a true friend.

It happened in a year of friendship and love, the year when the friendship evolved into tender passion.

I am a guy of weirdness, nobody take my attempts seriously. I make myself a joke. I am expert in transforming certain conversations into funny lines and punch lines. I can motivate anybody to laugh and be funny; in short, I characterized myself as a friendly person.

I have a lot of friends, and one of them was Anne. She was one of the closest friends I had. She knew all my secrets, met my family and my relatives. We had been together since childhood in fact; we were teased to be lovers because of our immeasurable closeness which I wished to be true. Anne and I were classmates in grade school until high school (just imagine how long I