My Story Part 2
After reading my last addition to goarticles.com I told a story
about my break-up. The one person in my life that hurt me by
dumping me cause he needed space!
This is my other part. My break-up happened on Tuesday night.
He then went out on Wednesday night and snogged some other guy,
cause he thought I was going to do it. I NEVER did. I kept
faithfull even though we were seperated and single, I thought it
was respectfull to leave any meeting new people alone for a
while. I would never have done that, but he dis-respected me and
snogged a friend he saw in a club in Liverpool. He told me he
had already had his number. My heart broke just by hearing
this... Friday night was the night we talked about our break-up,
and he came to me asking for me back!
We talked and now we are back together. He treated me like
something he can just throw away and pick up when he wanted.
Nows its OUR rules rather than just his. Because of the pain and
heart ache that I felt and im still going through made an impact
on me, I've become a stronger person. He left me and needed his
space, so he got what he wanted, then from friends advice, it
took this pain and seperation to let him know if he missed me or
not, and he did. Im greatful that I have him back. He was my one
person I trusted and gave him something special from me that i
can never have back, to which he will always keep. Im vulnerable
when I least expect it, now I know better.
Attachement is a bad thing, but not always. If you love
someone, you feel you can depend on them to provide all the love
and attention you need, and this is was I wanted from him.
A song by Kimberely Locke - 8th world wonder was my song for
him, and now thanks to our talk, we are back together and it
still makes me think of him. I feel safer than ever, as I have
learnt a valuable lesson. Everyone around me supported me so
much that I become stronger than I have ever been before. Im now
taking control of my life, in the way that I should have in the
... when you go into a relationship, the first thing you MUST
do is find your inner faith. Make sure your strong and loveable.
I made the mistake of not knowing who I was when I become the
love of someone else.
Im now on the road to making myself a better person. Im taking
my developement to a new level, and trust of the other person is
needed. My boyfriend trusts me, and I trust him, but I hope that
he hides nothing from me.
I've found new friends and he is a bit weird about it, as they
are boys, and I might have mentioned in the past that I liked
him, and now were friends, going round to his brand new house to
have a pamper session. I told my boyfriend that all I see in
this new friend is friendship, as I have got back my true love.
When Im in love and feel like the relationship is going to plan
I can be who I want to be and I never look at anyone else as I
love only one person.
Break-ups make people stronger. Although I got back with my
boyfriend, there are some of you who wish you could, but they
dont want to. Advice to give you is that dont worry, before My
boyfriend asked me out again I was on the verge of forgetting
about it, as I had to for my own sake otherwise I would still be
crying now. Its very hard to loose someone you've spent so mnay
hours and love with. Having special time together is important,
dont let it get bad, be honest with whoever your with, whether
it be a women or man.
Be strong and find independence that we all have, its just we
loose it when we fall in love. I fell in love and Im still in my
hooneymoon stage. I still look at him with sparkling eyes and
amazment that were together...
I hope he realises that if he doesnt want me then someone else
will. We wont ever be alone, thats why we attach ourselves to
loved ones so much, cause we need to.
My story part 2, may in the future have a part 3, but only time
will tell if its going to be written on here. If this second
time doesnt work, I know what to do...
Love to all who have lost loved ones and love to all who are on
the search for new love x