OCD - CRYING on the Inside
The cry of pain and agony from a cut finger/broken arm is healed
with a bandaid plaster cast and sling. Our headache pains are
relieved after a pill popping session.
But where is the cure for the blind pain suffered by an OCD
victim when all the crying is done on the inside.
Coping with OCD symptoms is a struggle for most sufferers who
painlessly battle against the disease. The pain is unbearable
and one that can not be described to those who do not fully
understand why we do what we do.
Our inner emotions and feelings are in a turmoil and self
inflicted. We know this but you try and negotiate with the
invaders in our life that make it pretty clear that they have
control of our thoughts.
Another sadness we have to endure throughout this painsatking
process is the pain caused to our loved ones with our
selfishness. Us victims have stronger tolerance of this
condition than that of others because, it is our heads that have
been invaded by this alien force therefore giving us more
understanding on this brain battering disease. How on earth can
we expect people close to our hearts suffer too? How does the
saying go, you always hurt the one you love. If this is the case
then let me put my arms around the whole world because today I
am loving everyone.
A suicidal road is structured out for all victims of this is a
self destruction disease believe me. Ask yourself how hard it
must be for the family to stand back watching helplessly as we
struggle to meet the demands from those little voices in our
heads.
Who are the real victims here I ask? Does an OCD victim care how
they are making others lives a misery? Yes of course we do but
it is out of hands to put the family feelings first.
Rules are rules that have to be abided by and if broken the OCD
victim sees this as treachery Punishment is in order for the
betrayer where a parting of the ways is put in to force. In the
eyes of an OCD victim there is no animosity spared if the
partner leaves. Some would see it as less chores more
contentment. A contented lonely life ahead, but I am afraid that
is the way it goes.
If choosing between a clean sweep (Excuse the pun) and clean
break, then say your goodbyes.
If you suffer from symptoms that you feel are related to OCD
then please seek help. There are many stress relief groups just
waiting to help. Anxiety and panic attacks need to be nurtured
by professionals. These are some of the symptoms that an OCD
victim battles with on a daily basis. If you choose to ignore
the signs then this condition can become very serious.
If you want to help someone close to you then watch for all the
tell tale signs which you may find hard. Because an over
compulsive disorder sufferer does all his/her crying on the
inside.
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