While I wasn't sleeping again...

While I wasn't sleeping again... August 2004 p.j.f It's 3 AM now. I am still wide awake. It has been a an hour now since I laid in my bed. An hour with my eyes closed was not yet enough to put me to sleep. Perhaps it is because my joy at this very moment is overwhelming. And thus I decided to come up with a follow-up of the piece I wrote last year entitled "While I wasn't sleeping". About a year ago. The piece ended with these lines. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Am I still capable of falling in love? Do I have get to have a second chance for true love? Or will I be bound by the saying that " in a lifetime, you only find one true love" ? Does that mean that true love would be a lovely memory? Or will I be able to meet someone again that I would be able to share true love with? Questions, questions, questions... When will I find the answers... I do not know... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ After a year, those questions were answered in the person of a very wonderful lady. Her name is Dinah Magdalene. She has changed my life so much even though she has been a part of my life only for a little while. She is the reason why I always wake up in the morning with a smile. She has made me feel alive. She is the person that keeps me awake at night because all I could see is her face even with my eyes closed. She is the reason why I am able to write inspiring pieces, why I could sing songs of the heart, why I have suddenly become creative again. She's my reason why despite a difficult, stressful day I manage to flash a smile. She makes me want to be a better man. Nobody brings me happiness like she does. And I love her more than words could say, more than the whole world could ever convey. Now I know who's the answer. She is the answer to the question in my heart... "Am I still capable of falling in love?" Because of her I found my heart is beating once again. God made her as instrument to enable me to be in love again. He has enabled my heart to long for love again. "Do I have get to have a second chance for true love?" God has given me a second chance on love. And I am very much grateful to Him for that chance. And I will not let go of the chance that God has given me as this maybe the last chance that He would give me on love. "Or will I be able to meet someone again that I would be able to share true love with?" I was able to meet someone that I would want to share my love with. Someone that my heart longs for. Someone that I truly care for. Someone that I hold dear. Someone that I always want to be with. Someone that give me the vision of the man I want to become. "It's amazing how one person can change your life forever." I found my anwers to my questions. Though it took about a year to have those questions answered. Nevertheless they were still answered. I hope you find the answer to your questions too. God bless.